words from kioku--
as said before, the boss is included at the end... I got so scared when I was writing... I didn't know if I should kill or not... you'll also find out who yunho's ex is :)
sorry it took so long to update... we had people over all day and I couldn't get on the computer... And this chapter took a while to write... I'll update Just Like A Rose in two hours.
Enjoy this chapter!!!!!~~~~ ♥♥

Chapter 12 -- Ex

Yunho and Jaejoong stayed locked together for several minutes before the younger broke away. “I thought you said you weren't gay.”

“I'm not.” Yunho whispered before he kissed Jaejoong again.

“Sure you aren't, and I'm a red elephant.”

He kissed Jaejoong again. “I've only been with one man in my life. You will be the second.”

“I feel so priviledged.” Jaejoong smirked and Yunho kissed him.

“You should.” Yunho tried to kiss him again but Jaejoong held him off.

“I think that's enough for you.” Yunho just looked at him puzzled. “You had your chance to kiss me plenty of times before and you didn't. This is your punishment. Enjoy the rest of your night Yunho!” He smiled brightly and got out of bed.

The instant he stood up, he felt got a head rush and stumbled over. Yunho reached out his arms and caught the falling man.

“There, I saved you. Can I have a reward?” Jaejoong kissed Yunho.

“That's all you're getting for a week.” He stood up again and walked out of the room, not before sticking his tongue out at Yunho.

“Oh, you're going to pay for that one.” Yunho whispered to himself before he went to join Jaejoong in the living room.


As soon as Jaejoong entered the living room, people exploded around him. Everyone was hugging him and speaking at the same time.

“We were so worried.” Changmin said as he patted Jaejoong's head.

“Don't ever scare us like that again!” yelled Junsu on the verge of tears.

“You almost made Junsu go crazy when you were sleeping. Good thing I'm here.” said Yoochun.

“You be quiet!”

“I don't think I will. Guess what happened Jae-” Junsu hit Yoochun in the stomach. The older began to chase the younger around the house as punishment for his action.

“What's with them?” asked Jaejoong to Changmin.

“They're just having a lover's spat.” Changmin retreated to the kitchen.

“'Lover?' How long was I asleep?!”

“You don't know how fast Yoochun works.” Yunho laughed as he came up behind Jaejoong. “He had Junsu in his arms by the time I put you in bed.”

“That is fast. Even after we...?”

“Yeah, that made him very jealous. He acted right and there.”

Jaejoong was happy that Junsu now had Yoochun. He had been worried ever since he woke up about Junsu. He wondered what the man thought of him now. Would he still think of him as a friend after what he did?

“Are you still sad about Junsu?” Yunho asked as he wrapped his arms around Jaejoong.

“He probably hates me for what I did.”

“Junsu could never hate you.” He placed a soft kiss on Jaejoong's neck.

“Maybe...” Yunho continued sucking on Jaejoong's neck until the younger realized what he was doing. “Hey! I don't want a mark thank you very much!” Jaejoong grabbed his neck and walked away.

Jaejoong walked over to Junsu who was sitting in the middle of the kitchen. If he was near Changmin, he wouldn't get hurt from Yoochun.

“Junsu... I'm sorry for what happened...” Jaejoong sat down on the tile floor beside his brother.

“I shouldn't have accepted your kiss. It was as much as my mistake as it was yours. We still friends?” Junsu held out his hand.

Jaejoong ignored his hand and embraced Junsu tightly, knocking him over. Yoochun entered the kitchen to see Jaejoong lying on top of Junsu- not a great image.

“Ya! What are you doing to my Junsu?” Yoochun pouted. He knew nothing was going on between them but couldn't resist having fun.

“Nothing! Nothing was happening! I swear we weren't doing anything!” Jaejoong was freaking out. The last thing he needed was them to think he still wanted Junsu that way.

“Calm down Jaejoong.” Yoochun laughed and knelt down to them. “I know nothing's going to happen. Besides-” He pulled Jaejoong off of Junsu and stood him up. “-you're not up to his standards. No one, not even Junsu, can resist my butt.”

Changmin choked on the water he was drinking and ran to the sink to spit up. “You. Must- be kidding!” He coughed out.

“Whatever flat butt.” Junsu said as he got up himself and brushed off his pants. “The reason I'm with you is because you talked me into it.”

“Ah! So you can't resist my sexy voice?”

Changmin walked up to Jaejoong as the two began to fight. “We should leave. This will take a while.” When they went back to the living room, Yunho was no where in sight as Changmin pointed out and they sat down on the couch. “Look, Jaejoong... I know you really like my brother and he rejected you-”

“He kissed me actually.”

“He what?!”

“He's giving me a chance.”

“That's great. I thought he would never try to love someone again. I've set him up on so many dates, but they just turn into one-night-stands.”

“Changmin... who was it that Yunho used to love? All I know is that he took away your money and left breaking Yunho's heart.”

“His name was Donghae. Such a sweet, innocent looking boy he was. He was just like you in a way. Every time he came around, my brother would become so happy. He didn't know what to do with himself most times. He eventually asked Donghae if they could go on a date and he accepted.

Yunho soon found out about Donghae's situation with money and offered to pay off all his debts. You know my brother, must help everyone. When it came to Donghae, he asked over and over. He wanted nothing more in his life than to help out the one he loved.

At first, Donghae refused. He said that it was wrong for him to ask Yunho of something like that. Now, I know that he was just warming Yunho up. He was slowly finding out just how much money Yunho had. As they grew more attached to one another, Yunho's money began to go missing. We never questioned Donghae because it seemed impossible that it would be him.

As the money slowly dispersed, Yunho was worried that Donghae might leave if his money was all gone. Ignoring that feeling, he went out and bought a ring for Donghae with all the money we had left. The day Yunho bought a ring for Donghae was the day he crushed my brother.

Yunho has dated only women ever since. Every man he saw would form into the vision of Donghae. He probably saw the same thing when he looked at you. Thank you Jaejoong. You broke his shell.” Changmin left Jaejong to his thoughts and returned to the kitchen.

Why must everyone he meet have such a terrible past? One thing he knew, that Donghae needed a good smack across the face. As he was picture himself smacking an imaginary Donghae, Yunho came into the living room. One look at Jaejoong's face and he knew Changmin and said something.

“Did he tell you about... Donghae?” The name was still hard for Yunho to say. Jaejoong simply nodded. “You probably think I'm stupid for falling for his tricks.” He sat down beside Jaejoong.

“Not at all. I think that he made the biggest mistake of his life throwing you away. You loved him so much and would do anything to help him. You are not stupid at all. You just fell in love with a disguise. Yunho...” Jaejoong stopped speaking wondering if he should say anything more.

“Go on.”

Jaejoong looked deep into Yunho's eyes before opening his mouth again. “Do you think I'll do the same thing Donghae did?”

“...To tell you the truth, I do. I can't help but think that. No matter how much I try to convince myself, that lingering thought always comes back.”

“I know this won't convince you, but... I'll stay with you. I won't hurt you.”

“Thanks Jae.” Jaejoong leaned over and kissed Yunho. “I thought I wasn't going to get a kiss for a week.”

“Just shut up and let me kiss you.” Yunho obeyed his command and Jaejoong continued his kiss. He licked Yunho's lips lovingly and he parted them for Jaejoong to enter. Tongues grazed over each other as every part of the other's mouth was searched.

“Think we can do that?” Yoochun asked Junsu as they walked into the living room.

“No way flat butt.” They left quietly as to not disturb the two going at it. They went to the kitchen and warned Changmin not to go back into the living room. When asked why, Yoochun bluntly said: “Because your older brother is sucking the face off of Jaejoong and would kill you if you interrupted his possible sex.”.


“Please, don't hurt her!” Ryeowook yelled out to his boss as he grabbed his sister's hair by the roots.

“If you want to blame anyone for your predicament, blame Jaejoong. Not very smart of you to be friends with him. He sold you out in an instant.”

“What are you talking about?”

“We had an agreement that if he stayed, you would be let off free of harm. The moment things began to get a little difficult, he high-tailed it out of the club- leaving you and your sister to face me.”

“Jaejoong wouldn't do that. He only does things for others. I won't believe your twisted words. If he were to stay forever because of me, I'm glad he left. Now, let my sister go you son of a bitch!”

“Not quite yet my pretty little thing. Jaejoong made a fool of me, I will make him pay dearly.” He raised a knife to Ryeowook's sisters neck. He struggled to get to her but the boss' bodyguards held him down. “First thing's first, I must make him suffer mentally.” He stepped in front of his sister, stabbed the steal into her stomach and threw her to the ground face first.

Ryeowook screamed out for her, but nothing come back to respond. His entire body shook as he stared at his sister's body. Blood began to puddle around her and approach his feet. He looked up at the boss with tears of every emotion of hatred etched into the drops.

“Enjoy the rest of your life Ryeowook. Be thankful that you are going to live. Jaejoong on the other hand...” He just smiled at Ryeowook before he signaled for the guards to let go of him. He launched immediately at the boss but was punch in the stomach and brought to his knees. He watched as they left him and sister all alone in the darkness of night.

He crawled to his sister and turned her over. He was met with a smile as his sister opened her eyes. He couldn't believe that she was still alive. Though she was barely breathing still, he still had a chance to save her. He fumbled for his phone deep inside his pocket and dialed the hospital. An ambulance came and they were carried off to the hospital.